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Posted on the 29th of March 29th, 2010
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Warded to Darren
Hey Darring Do. I can see you right now, but you're not waking up. This is really weird, but I don't have anyone else I can say this to. If I tell Gwen, she'll give me one of her Gryffindor Captain intense pep talks. If I tell Tibby, he'll Head Boy me. And I'll break his heart. I might break it anyway, so I can't do that. Besides, I guess there's a part of me that needs to say this to you, because it means you'll wake up to read it.
I'm hurt bad, Darren, and I might get better, but I don't think I am, and the world hasn't even stopped, not for a second. The team hasn't even visited, and Angus is off scheduling practises--he just screamed at me under wards about being selfish, and he wrote me something just now, but I flipped past it so fast in my journal, I think I got a papercut. So everybody's moved on, but I'm lying here. They're going to try something today to fix me, and it's going to hurt like no other, lucky me, but I don't know if it's going to work. I'm so scared, Darren, and I'm not scared of it going wrong and not, you know, making it, I'm just scared of what happens if it goes wrong. If I can get injured like this, and the world goes on, it's like, if this fails, I get moved to a whole other planet. They'll send me to St Mungo's, I'll go home to Tad, he'll let me be the bookkeeper because you can do that from behind a desk, and I'll grow old, forgotten and dull. I'll be on one of Jupiter's moons. The cold, icy one. The team'll move on. Angel'll move on. Gwen'll see me on holidays, but she'll move on. You'll move on, and I'll want you to, you have to become good and famous and you won't have time to whinge with your invalid friend from magic grammar school. Darren, I'd rather die than let this happen. If something goes wrong? And there's a moment where somebody has to make a choice? Just tell them I'd want them to let me go.
I have a lot more to say, but they've got to run a few tests or something, and honestly, DictaQuills don't allow for much privacy, you know? I'd write with my quill, but the only angle i have to write is by putting the journal on my chest where I can't see it, and it's just a bloody mess. Really, it looks like I composed the world's most brilliant inksplot. So. That's that. See you on the other side, I suppose.
Wake up, Darren. Wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up
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